Do you ever think about the purpose of your living? Some mornings, I get up thinking "Why am I living?" What is going to happen with me? Will I also fall into the regular boring routine of life of getting married, having kids, raise them, enter old age and die one day? It seems so predictable. Not that I want to make a difference in this world and then depart. I AM just a regular human being with these questions knocking on he doors of my mind. I think its fun when life has more uncertainities, undecided things, in short - a mystery.

At times, I think what am I doing in this world. What is my identity or individuality. People say that you create your identity by doing well in your profession, whatever it may be. Thats so cliche. And individuality?? Its so lost once you are married because you are busy fulfilling the expectations of people around you.

These days in my life are one of the most exciting ones. Why? Becase I cant see a thing coming my way. I dont know the guy I will be marrying, the job I will be doing or the place I will be at. And I am not talking about long term stuff here. Its all short term. I have learnt to take each day as it comes.

P.S. - The post is more of random thoughts put together. Just another day when I got up thinking - Why am I living?

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